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Almighty Tallest Red
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Ghost Lewis Pixel by Your-Crazy-Artist


My icon is made by: Freak-Kingdom


Lucien by UnknownAxel Klip and Jasper by UnknownAxel Monty Bouncy by UnknownAxel oh my by UnknownAxel for Jack by UnknownAxel Green Bouncy by Your-Crazy-Artist Shiny Blue Bouncy by Your-Crazy-Artist


Icons i made for my main character Jackass


Satanist Pride Stamp by Rha-Zhul Satanists aren't Evil People by ShadowRyghas Voltaire Stamp by Speilbilde I Lost My Shoe ~Stamp by HikariKoboshi Get that out of my face STAMP by ShariIsLikeWHOA -Creature Feature Stamp- by Semisweetstamps Minions by stuck-in-suburbia Jesse Cox Stamp by TheYUO Tulio and Miguel - Think by Strange-little-cat Tulio and Miguel - handshake by Strange-little-cat Fred and George Weasley Stamp by L3xil3in omg by foreverastone Oh Gravity by silent-rising :thumb124043328: Jacksfilms Biches Stamp by Xeerinare Cant Fool Owls Stamp by ferret-205 Roedgroed med Floede by Sasiadragon Death Fan by Wingsofheaven00 Gaston is the best  stamp by mariekelikestodrawn I'd hit that stamp by Daakukitsune ..: forever aLo- ... sinGle :.. by porcuMoose I Support Bubble Bobble Stamp by BubbleRevolution Lightning Stamp by Gokulover4ever Trench Coat by teirrah1995 Professional Stamp by saporion Human stamp by xrealisticx Bearded Nun by secretgal1234 BRO ARMY STAMP!! by LilxCherrypop the riddler stamp by Dr-Angel23 .Stamp. Detailed Murder by KillMePleaseGod Gabriel Stamp by Ranger-Sarha My Cat by MaruLovesStamps Save a homeless child's life by LookItRainsDicks Anastasia - Pooka the Puppy Stamp by WildSpiritWolf Anastasia - Bartok the Bat Stamp by WildSpiritWolf With a Mouse by wasting-air Van Helsing Werewolf Stamp by sugarpoultry RIP Billy Mays by Sharubii Oliver and Co fan STAMP by diamond-in-the-ruff Always a Walter Fan :Stamp: by Circe-Baka The Dark Side Stamp by Caddielook Sherlock Holmes Animated Movie Stamp by dA--bogeyman Music-stamp by ILoveKnucklesShadow Wheatley Stamp by Evetsu GLaDOS Says Stamp1 by anniemae04 Invader Zim Classic Stamp by Dibsthe1 The best stamp in the world by MithriLady Mutt Love Stamp by cloudrat Does this look unsure to you? by littiot Border Collie Love Stamp by cloudrat Linkin Park - Stamp by lostreality91 DA stamp - Roleplays 003 by tppgraphics zadr Free Page Stamp by WarmedOldMuslin Contest entry whatwhat by Catspwndogs Double Rainbow Stamp by AnotherRainbowCrayon Takeover Stamp by JetProwerTheFox Tallest stamp by InvaderShego The Beast In Men Stamp by Miss-Dutch NOS Evil Hands- stamp by VivzMind Baphomet stamp by Sy666 Kuro: Grell stamp by Kaze-yo Sebastian-Stamp by AmayaChi Sebastian's Knives by Alaenakins Stamp: Undertaker by zoro4me3 Undertaker Stamp 2 by KitWolfren William T Spears Stamp by khrazah Ciel stamp by LuVCHiBiDeSu Kuroshitsuji:Ciel Stamp by dzika-koala Ryuk Stamp +Apples? Where?+ by kurokimashin4. I'm Happy Joker Stamp by 3-14159265359 I Love Rattlesnake Jake stamp by WindWo1f Indiana Jones - We Are Going To Die Stamp by TwilightProwler Ryuk Death Note Stamp by Neyjour I Support Same Sex Marriages by Cackleberry Rights Stamp by crazydumdum IZ Couples stamp by frostedForest For SCIENCE Stamp by Spikytastic Stamp - Oh Dat Science LOL by Kotego Equal Rights Stamp by StarlightCorvina Evolution Stamp by Kezzi-Rose


Ehhhhhh..... Rants I guess?

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 30, 2014, 4:04 PM

WARNING: If you're in a good mood don't read this shit, chances are it'll make you sad and I might be an asshole but I want most people to be happy.

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Does anyone know that feeling of complete hatred towards december month? The only good thing during this month is; Food, sometimes the gifts and when it's over. I hate nothing more than having to spend time with your family when all damn year we try to avoid each other and suddenly they all become all christmas crazy. Wtf is up with that? Christmas was great once, go back to before my grandmother died and I loved christmas there because she was there to make sure people treated each other good. Every year there's one of us who just go to their room because they're being assholes. My brother did it in like.. 2010 or 2011? I went to my room the next year or somehing. Why? Because they were being assholes.

This year was just dull and boring, I spend most of the night sitting with my aunt's cat who seems to have a strange liking to me. We got home early -which I did not mind at all- and I just went back to the things I always do; Sit and stare at the computer screen trying to figure out what to do. I always end up watching videos to forget the fact that I have no one to do anything with. It would be nice of people wanted  to play games on Steam or some shit but I don't think I have that many people who wants to play with me. I miss having friends whom I talked to more than just once every fucking week. But I guess I that is my own fault for ditching a person who clearly started to hate/ avoid me for not believing in his god. I suppose being such a negative person really leaves people to hate you too. Sorry for being ditched by people I called friends and then turned out as a cranky old shit.

I just wish that I was one of those lucky people who likes life and feels good even if their lives sucks ass. I am not, but if you are one of those I can say that I am truely impressed and that I admire your positivity. I am however just.... well I guess I am just me.

I don't give a shit about anything, I find myself caring less and less about other people around me, even if it's people who are my friends or people I love. Being a person who can't even hold on to friends online is kind of... sad. But I guess when you never talk to them or write almost every day you just seem to drift away by yourself. I don't mind anymore, if people write I respond. I don't find much joy in talking to anyone anymore unless we actually keep talking instead of the conversation just suddenly stops and dies.
I like talking to my friends about funny things but it always goes over to negative things and that really dosen't help my life either. So I guess that's why I like being alone these days, I can laugh at stupid videos and play video games and have a great time with that. When I get on my computer I just get reminded about the fact that people have friends and talk to them daily and I just sit in a dark corner,  watching them having fun and wondering when that will happen to me again. I know I
should be happy but I am not.
I watch people have a great time like a creepy stalker. I stay in the background and leave them to their lives, leave them to their happiness. I don't want to take it away from them when I know I don't have much of it left in me. So I do what's right for them and let them have a good time.

I know people are going to write all kinds of stupid things about that not being true but we all know it is. Also don't suggest to want to start talking to me and then after a week we stop talking again, it gives me false hopes of actually getting back into having fun with other living beings again.

Also new year's eve coming up, it's going to be horrible for many reasons.

  • Listening to: Nothin'
  • Reading: Nothin'
  • Watching: Nothin'
  • Playing: Nothin'
  • Eating: Nothin'
  • Drinking: My spit

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FrillsPenton Featured By Owner 11 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave, here's a llama in return~Llama Emoji-60 (Snug or Hug) [V3] 
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Thanks for the fave! <3
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JackassTBD Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2015  Hobbyist
Haha I've never had anyone call me that x'D! Thanks for saying that :D

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Thanks for the favourite! :boogie:
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Thank you so much for the fav sweetie!!! :D
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